Wednesday, January 28, 2009

8:58AM-- NO SCHOOL !

So i just woke up to check if classes were still happening and their not!

This is the email that made my day:
"MCLA is closed today, Wednesday, January 28th, due to the snow storm. All day and evening classes are cancelled."

There's about 10-16 inches of snow out and the Campus is locked down.
So you know what that meansssssssssssssssss.
BACK TO SLEEP i go! =D

ooowwwww!!

But too everyone that had to get up and attend work and/or school.
Be safe please.
Thanks.

P.S. Happy 14th Birthday to my baby brother Jayvon Chance Creswell.
I know i haven't been the best big sister in the world, but I'm working on it. Once i hit NY again i got you.
I love you JayJay <3


=Milli Millz=

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

TiL THE DEATH PART 2

Something my ace Banga wrote, and i just applied it to myself and it goes hand in hand w. my last post: ENJOY! =)

Ms. Journalism/Broadcasting Student:
Ms. Swag on point make you twitch:
Ms. Neva had been Less than a true Boss Chiq:
Ms. Never been cocky cuz Im way 2 cool:
Ms. “Can You stop For a Minute?” on Her Way 2 School:
Ms. Respected by Many:
Ms. Disrespect is Rare:
Ms. “Speak up Bird I Cant Hear You From Up Here!!”:
Ms. Neva Been A Hoe:
Ms. Neva Been a Groupie:
Ms. Get Her Nails but will Still Smack off Kufi’s:
Ms. Loyal to Her Friends:
Ms. if she had one she'll be Loyal to her Man:
Ms. Get Out of My Life If You Cant Understand:
Ms. Nucca Step off if You aint tryna Step up:
Ms. Ma You Aint doin ish so Shut the EFF up:
Ms. 1 oF a Kind:
Ms. Stay on Her Grind:
Ms: Try 2 Find some1 Else like Me:
Ms. This:
Ms. That:
Ms. Milli Millz.
Holla back.

TiL THE DEATH... YA HERD?!

"thesarahnoelle (9:49:21 PM): im sarah noelle
thesarahnoelle (9:49:23 PM): til the death of it."


That's what Sarah said to me. And coming from her. That's a big deal. She's always been the person constantly talking about Change. Change within herself, change within society, just change. Too me, change is good (like the shit Obama tryna do)--but depending on the situtaion but i mean, dont try to fix what isn't broken.

Alot of people-- the one's i know-- try to change what they don't like about themselves because maybe they feel like socially their not what it is. But i'm here to tell you: Fuck what society got to say. Do You. If you try forever to fit in, you wont... EVER. We were born to be ourselves, and as we grow older life becomes too busy to even worry about who said what-- who did who--who is who and why. When Sarah said that, i couldn't help but smile because she is HER, til the death.

And that's how everyone should be. Appreciate who you are. Ya moms aint carrying you for all those months for you to come out and change yaself up. What kind of ungrateful shit you on?!

I know as for me-- i've never been so sure of myself.
I'm Jamila S. Creswell til the death.
holla.


=Milli Millz=

Monday, January 26, 2009

DEDiCATiON WHERE?

See. I'm already starting my bullshit. Its been a day or two since i last posted. Let me tell yall a lil something about myself.

I began this blog with the hopes of actually becoming dedicated to a craft. I can honestly put myself on blast and say that I am Queen Procrastinator. For 19 years of my life, i've been real good at beginning things then mid-way stopping. Either because 1-i just got lazy 2-got bored 3-no longer found joy in it. I'm not an athlete although I've been told several times throughout my life:"Jamila, You're a good height. Put that shit to use. Go play some ball." Now, just because i have dude tendencies does not mean that i want to dribble a ball, and just because i have the height for it doesn't mean that it's meant for me to do so (im average 5'7 btw).

What i do is WRITE. That's ME. I have a thing for bringing my words to life and getting my thoughts out to the world as i see it. For these past days, i wont front, i've been hella busy. I mean look at me! I am a sophomore in college tryna do my 1,2. So what i'm saying is Don't knock me... Just have patience. From here on out, i shall be on my Bloggington game. It's just that i'll come to my room after a long day of Step practice, meetings, homework, gym work outs (which i will be hitting everyday as a promise to myself) and then to blog... my fingers won't let me, although i know that this blog is to serve me, a purpose. And i'm going to use this shit to my fullest fucking potential.

I just thought i put you guys on to how i be sometimes. And im grateful for all 10 of my viewers. Shit we all gotta start from somewhere right?



Moving on!

This past weekend was a BLAST. Saturday by far has to be one of the funniest days i've had ina while and def will go up in my top 10.
So boom, i played a game of "Taboo" for 4 HOURS. Yes-- from midnight to 4 in the morning, at my boys Just and Jamal cribb. That game is maddddd funny. For example; my boy Jameek and girl Tay are on teams. The word was BBQ SAUCE. So, Tay had to describe this to him without saying the actual word. So Jameek's trying mad hard to come up with the answer and this is how Tay's describing it (im cracking up just thinking about it) She goes: "IT'S CREAMY! IT'S ALL OVER YOUR FACE! IT'S MMMMMM." All while making crazy facial expressions.
Now-- somebody please tell me what does creamy and mmmm have anything to do with bbq sauce? Lmaoo. Yo, everybody in the house shouted: "CUM?! A NUT?! What da fuck Tay?!" lmao.
Sad part is-- he never got it! WHOMP!
Then, just at the last round of the game, somebody started playing music and that totally threw everyone off. Next thing i know, the lights went off, the black light came on and it turned into a lil lounge. Out of nowhere-- Tasha is in the kitchen-- cooking some Porkchops, mac and cheese, and corn, while my boy Just dead ass made some hot dogs on the grill. Someone pulled out a bottle of Disarronno and it was Game over. Feeling nice plus a full course meal? At 4 A.M? The night ended with me falling asleep on the couch and waking up... looking at the clock and realizing that it was damn 7 AM! Me and my girls ran out that house, I went into my home, knocked everything that was on my bed OFF, and drooled my life away. Life gets No Better. =)

Man oh man. Good times Good times. I appreciate them for real. loll -- i am rolling right now.
This weekend, i think we're going to play Pictionary or Twister-- this shall be interesting.

Today though-- I had 4 classes. Took a banging ass nap from 130-4. Hit the gym from 5-615. Had some dinner after that then went to Step practice from 745-9. Then another meeting. See what i mean ? None the less though, thats no excuse. I love yall.

Now its going on 11 and its time for me to go wash my yellow ass. Smelling like hot sauce and pickle juice. ahaha -- I'm mad dumb, don't mind me =)

Tomorrow's another day yo.
i'm working on that thing called "Dedication."
<3
Word.
*Millzy*

Saturday, January 24, 2009

FRiDAY NiGHT/SATURDAY AFTERNOON

My fault for not posting yesterday ya'll.
It was Friday and you already know Friday = Party. Plus i was hella busy during the day. So i def apologize.
Me and my girls went to this "80's party" in the Pines Sorority House.
Shit was aight, only thing that sucks about this school parties is that they end before freaking 12.
Blah... Whatever.

We party'd and bullshit.. Had a lil too much to drink (as usual), went back to Tasha house, danced around, played some card game. Then, we went to my boys Justin & Jamal house-- chilled over there for a good minute then paid some of the basketball players-- Lopes, Marv, Harris and Gesse-- a visit.
Had a mini sex talk, which was hilarious as shit.
"Like seriously ladies, what do you do with a 13 inch dick?!"
lmao.
i love my hommies.
Oh and can't forget the quote of the night... " it's not that i dont like black girls, its just that i feel like my dick is too short-- isn't big enough for yall."
Thats a wholeeeee other story! ahaha. I got ya'll tho. Next post-- next post. =)

Afterward though, i was so beat, i went to my house. Came to my empty ass dorm room, and realized i can't stand to sleep in that room by myself. Reasons being for one-- im scared of the dark and it just seems mad lonely down here. My roommate needs to hurry back!

So instead, i got my poka-dot comforter, my teddy bear Daniel and headed back over to Tash house, where i slept in her bed with her (yes, 6 years in the making, so i aint gota say No homo!) lol.

I'll put pics up of last night once i get them.
Last night was the first time in a very long time, me and all of my girls actually went out together. And i love the feeling of it.

This weekend we fina just do it again! Ya diggy?!

Moving on-- I just got back from an interview with my school newspaper "The Beacon".
They want to do a story on my Step Squad Nexxus. So me being the Vice President and my girl Mo'e the President of the team, -- went in some sweats and hoodies, looking mad thuggish. Lol. I wonder what the reporter was thinking when he saw us. In any case though, we got our point across. And Nexxus is the shit, i can't wait for competition in Feb. We got some flyy shit. But i'll speak on that later too!

At 4 i'll be at the boys bball game.
Then after, its whatever.
My mind is everywhere right now, if you cant tell by this post.
But just hang w. me for a sec-- i'll get back in no time.

Word to me*
=Milli Millz=

Thursday, January 22, 2009

AFTER MiDNiGHT

So i had to come back real quick.

It is "Thirsty Thursday" (Basically everyone drinking, getting twisted) on my campus today and there's like MAD people running around acting a damn fool.

I'm chilling in my living room.
Domi (My girl from Boston) is cleaning up.
and here come's my two homeboys: Michael & Ashton.

This nucca Michael is sitting here eating a White Castle sandwich-- fresh out the microwave and a damn Chocolate Chip Cookie sandwich!!!!
Ashton is dead ass making FRIED HOT DOGS!
and Jenny is making a fucking Cheese and Turkey OMLET!!

Now ask me why i hate these people called my friends!!
Lmfaooo!

And I'm chatting with my son Ant, and he goes :
Ant (12:50:50 AM): how far away is ya school again from ova here?
MiLLZ (12:50:58 AM): 4.5. hourss
Ant(12:51:15 AM): ooo ok kool
Ant(12:51:20 AM): wus da transportation
Ant(12:51:27 AM): did i ask u that already?
MiLLZ (12:52:43 AM): LOL
MiLLZ (12:52:44 AM): YES
MiLLZ (12:52:45 AM): GILL
MiLLZ (12:52:52 AM): Port authority
MiLLZ (12:52:56 AM): to Williams town
Ant (12:52:59 AM): lmfaooo
Ant (12:53:11 AM): WILLIAMS town fuck yall got sherriffs and shyt lol


Shaking my head.
This is what my LIFE consist of: AFTER Midnight =P

=Millzy.

Bee aRe Oh Oh Kay eL whY eN... COME AGAiN?

Just finished watching ABDC (America's Best Dance Crew for the people living under rocks) with my housemates. Of course anticipating RingMasters performance. I didn't get to write about their 1st performance because uh, apparently i didnt have this. But now i can.
When they got on stage, before they even began to dance, my punk ass was tearing up. A lot of people IM'd me laughing because Lil' Mama began to cry, but on some real shit-- i felt her.
It feels real good to see the people you grew up with trying to do something with their lives. Like--i know these nuccas. I'm from the East. I grew up on watching them in Cypress P's getting it popping at Block parties, and lets not forget where everything started.

FLEX SHOW CASE!

Flex in Brooklyn aired on Fridays.
Saturday-- nuccas was in the FlexHouse getting it poppin in Crown Heights.
And the Sundays, the day everyone feen'd for.....
Like i remember, 10th grade to 12th, one Sunday every month, getting dressed. Putting on our flyyest shit to go to The Masonic Temple in Bed Stuy, to watch every crew from Total Package to Bad Company to Off Limitz to Main Eventt, now known as RingMasters-- do they thing.
Crazy shit like jump off the balcony.
Like-- it was something you couldn't appreciate by just hearing about it.
You HAD to be there.

It felt great to see these boys go from BCAT, which only aired in Brooklyn. To being on one of Viacom's most watched stations-- MTV. Thats a BIG FUCKIN DEAL.
I laughed when i saw them standing there in all red.
lmao!
SOOOO BROOKLYN!! Word to me!

But i cant front though, I wasn't to impressed with this performace tonight like Lil'Mama said.
Maybe it's cause I'm used to seeing them go wayyy harder. And like Shane Sparks said, they gota come up with something else, and not repeat the same shit. In which i def wont mind cause thats their speciality and it always seems to amaze me. But i guess i feel where they coming from. They got this though!!! EASY! Brooklyn been on the map, i can't express that any further.
And its going to take more than just ONE post to let ya'll know what it is when it comes to my hood.But like said before-- these dudes came a longgg way and there's no taking that away.
They got the whole BeeKay on they back.
& we love them for that.
There's a huge sense of Pride man. I swear.

Gutta.
Nugget.
Slick.
Reggie.
Marty McFly.
Spyda.
& Punchline.
Yall got this !

BROOKLYN WE GO OH SO HARD.

oh and for a little look of Flex in Brooklyn: Def check out this link-- Shit will blow yo mind.


Health, Weath, & East New York =)
Word.
=Milli F-n Millz=