I just got done doing some extreme "Crunch" Work out with my girl Domi. Crunches, sit-ups, all types of crazy shit i normally don't do. But like i told you guys, im on my work out shit. So i went to the gym from 330-5 today then had a 2nd workout in my living room. As of right now-- Ha-- my body is Numb (well, of cousre, except my fingers. =]) Now, im just laying on the couch with Jenny watching, "Clean House," where basically a group of people go to some other people house and help them clean their dirty ass houses, like they not a bunch of grown ass people. Smh. In this episode, there's 4 grown ass women and their crib looks like what the fuck... Do ya'll remember Laura from 'Family Matters"? Well, she's one of the host on this show and she looks like straight Basura (garbage en espanol) =/ Sadly. She was way cuter back then. I always thought she was mad pretty. I guess some people grow out out their cuteness. WHOMP.
So Valentine's day is approaching. Makes me ponderrrrrr, this one i think will be a Valentine-less year. Last year's was real nice but, i never had a BOMB ASS Valentine day. Honestly speaking. I can be real romantic when i wana, but things never last that long 4 me to even reach that level w. a person. My boy just asked me to be his Valentine though, lol. So we gona be Online Valentines, sending Post cards and shit. Shout outs to you D. Ferg! Lmao.
I Should have a Valentine's Day Playlist for yall to get ya'll groove on too ;). And trust me when i say, yall wont be disappointed. My music taste is SERIOUS. So CHILL SON!
Tell me what yall got planned for V-day doe. and remember:
NO GLOVE! NO LOVE BiSHS!!
Love yall!
*Ayo Millzy! ooww
Friday, January 30, 2009
QUOTE OF THE DAY:
" KEEP YOUR HEAD TO THE SKY & YOUR FEET TO THE GROUND."
as said by, =Mill Millz= herself.
as said by, =Mill Millz= herself.
Never let up nor down. Just do yo thang.
btw.
Good morningggg =)
btw.
Good morningggg =)
Word.
=Millzy.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
THEY MADE iT!
RiNGMASTERS MADE iT YALL.
GiVE iT UP!!!!
ALTHOUGH i THOUGHT THAT PERFORMANCE WAS ODEE POPPiN.
i FEEL LiKE THE ViEWERS WONT FULLY UNDERSTAND THAT.
iF THEY DiD THAT SHiT ON FLEX THOUGH.
PSSHHHH!
YOU ALREADY KNOW!!
BROOKLYNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
BACK TO HOMWORK NOW =)
WORD TO MY MUHVALAND.
GiVE iT UP!!!!
ALTHOUGH i THOUGHT THAT PERFORMANCE WAS ODEE POPPiN.
i FEEL LiKE THE ViEWERS WONT FULLY UNDERSTAND THAT.
iF THEY DiD THAT SHiT ON FLEX THOUGH.
PSSHHHH!
YOU ALREADY KNOW!!
BROOKLYNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
BACK TO HOMWORK NOW =)
WORD TO MY MUHVALAND.
MAD SHiT... LOL
Aight so alot of shit happened today. Here's for a little recap.
1.This morning about 2 A.M. My homegirl that i grew up with in East New York, found me on FACEBOOK. I have not seen this girl in 6 years. We lost contact after i moved to Queens and we basically went our separate ways. Hopefully this summer we can chill and catch up on each others lives. I love you Facebook!!! =)
2. I had one class today--Broadcast Delievery. Came back to my room and slept til 530. Hit the gymmm like i said i would (Ha! Check me out baby!) Now my stomach, arms, and thighs are killing me.
3. We had a Unity Meeting today. Basically there had been a beef between the upper classmen (My class) and the freshmen. You know how in the midst of things words get twisted, dirty looks exchanged, and other small dumb shit. Well, those things almost turned into someone getting their ass whopped. But we are in College, this is not High School. And with that said. At this meeting things were put out on the table and hopefully, things will be better on campus.
4. Now im back in my room, and Jenny (the roommate) is in here going bananas over the kee kee going down in Grey's Anatomy. I don't watch this shit, so im lost. lol.
5. I woke up with my brothers on my mind. Things will get better with time =).
6. Ima start having a "quote of the day" section, something to start off all of our day.
"WE REMAiN A YOUNG NATiON, BUT iN THE WORDS OF SCRiPTURE, THE TiME HAS COME TO SET ASiDE CHiLDiSH THiNGS."
-Our President.
Now... Back to America's Best Dance Crew. Lets see if RingMasters get it together. They bottom two right now, and Quest Crew Killed it. Hands down.
Word ma.
=Milli Millz=
1.This morning about 2 A.M. My homegirl that i grew up with in East New York, found me on FACEBOOK. I have not seen this girl in 6 years. We lost contact after i moved to Queens and we basically went our separate ways. Hopefully this summer we can chill and catch up on each others lives. I love you Facebook!!! =)
2. I had one class today--Broadcast Delievery. Came back to my room and slept til 530. Hit the gymmm like i said i would (Ha! Check me out baby!) Now my stomach, arms, and thighs are killing me.
3. We had a Unity Meeting today. Basically there had been a beef between the upper classmen (My class) and the freshmen. You know how in the midst of things words get twisted, dirty looks exchanged, and other small dumb shit. Well, those things almost turned into someone getting their ass whopped. But we are in College, this is not High School. And with that said. At this meeting things were put out on the table and hopefully, things will be better on campus.
4. Now im back in my room, and Jenny (the roommate) is in here going bananas over the kee kee going down in Grey's Anatomy. I don't watch this shit, so im lost. lol.
5. I woke up with my brothers on my mind. Things will get better with time =).
6. Ima start having a "quote of the day" section, something to start off all of our day.
"WE REMAiN A YOUNG NATiON, BUT iN THE WORDS OF SCRiPTURE, THE TiME HAS COME TO SET ASiDE CHiLDiSH THiNGS."
-Our President.
Now... Back to America's Best Dance Crew. Lets see if RingMasters get it together. They bottom two right now, and Quest Crew Killed it. Hands down.
Word ma.
=Milli Millz=
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
REBUiLD WHAT'S BEEN DESTROYED.
I was trying to get some homework done, but somethings been bothering me so leme get it off my chest.
I am the oldest and only girl out of 6 boys. Joel--Kedar--Jayvon--Jahday--Jarell--Kiaje= those are my little brothers.
Now; for me to tell my story word for word will take alot of time, alot of time i feel like i do not have because in the time spent explaining my story to you i can be actually trying to fix this problem. Moving on though, long story short:
Joel, Kedar, Jayvon, Jahday and I all grew up together. In the midst of us getting older, things began to happen. Parent seperations, home divisions, siblings comptetions. We were once oh so close, i mean close. I mean, there was no such thing as Joel without Jamila, Jamila without Jayvon, etc. But things began to happen in ways i can't seem to explain verbally, rather i think my words can vividly show you how i feel right now.
Today, is my baby brother Jayvon 14th birthday. Because of all the bullshit i rather not go to in depth with, i have not seen my baby brother for 2 years. How do i feel? Being the older sister? Like total shit. All those times i went home for break, i kept telling myself: "Oh, im going to see Jayvon today. Oh, im going to see Jahday today." But yet, i always found someway to go against my word and put others before them. What a mistake. Today was the first time i've spoken to my baby brother Jayvon in almost two years. His voice has changed and so has his frame of mind-- he does not give a fuck anymore. And i dont blame him. But listen to this-- my baby brother Jahday has not seen his older brother (Jayvon) for quite a while now. And when i went to see him last month, this 11 year old expressed to me, that his life was nothing but a dream, and when he woke up he wished that things can go back to how they were. Back in the day when we played Man Hunt, watched Beavis & Butthead, back to the day when grandma use to yell for her remote. He hates the fact that him and his older brother no longer speak because of a family feud that people can't seem to get a grip on and move on.
This shit hurts me. I feel like i have failed as a sister and guardian to my baby bro's yo. How can i be absent to the small one's? When i was all they knew as the older person who was suppose to care for them. We grew apart in the worse way and it hurts.
Everyone is so caught up in doing their own thing that they never stopped to see the bigger picture. The bigger picture being the disappearance of love between brothers and sisters. mothers and father, aunts and uncles. I miss my family. I mean-- i never had a big family to begin with. So the one that i have are now slowly fading. And today i began my quest to try and fix what little bit we have left. Because we are all we got. It's crazy how we all went from something to nothing man. Like, how can I let this happen? I can't hold the excuse of me being busy with school get in the way of still keeping contact with my brothers, cousins, etc. It's been a while since i cried this hard today. Just hearing Jayvon's voice, and to not even recognize my own baby brothers voice..... like what the fuck? And for him to say JAM? IS THAT YOU? and for us to be such strangers to one another?
Na, this is not how it use to be, and it's not the way it's suppose to be.
I am going to try my BEST to fix this. I Promise You.
Don't mistake this post as a sad story yo... Take this as a lesson. Don't forget the important things your life. I would go on, but the pains in my stomach and chest right now are unbearable.
i love my family.
there's nothing nor noone that can replace them.
My little brothers are all grown up.
Hopefully we can rebuild what has been destroyed.
On a journey;
=Milli Millz=
I am the oldest and only girl out of 6 boys. Joel--Kedar--Jayvon--Jahday--Jarell--Kiaje= those are my little brothers.
Now; for me to tell my story word for word will take alot of time, alot of time i feel like i do not have because in the time spent explaining my story to you i can be actually trying to fix this problem. Moving on though, long story short:
Joel, Kedar, Jayvon, Jahday and I all grew up together. In the midst of us getting older, things began to happen. Parent seperations, home divisions, siblings comptetions. We were once oh so close, i mean close. I mean, there was no such thing as Joel without Jamila, Jamila without Jayvon, etc. But things began to happen in ways i can't seem to explain verbally, rather i think my words can vividly show you how i feel right now.
Today, is my baby brother Jayvon 14th birthday. Because of all the bullshit i rather not go to in depth with, i have not seen my baby brother for 2 years. How do i feel? Being the older sister? Like total shit. All those times i went home for break, i kept telling myself: "Oh, im going to see Jayvon today. Oh, im going to see Jahday today." But yet, i always found someway to go against my word and put others before them. What a mistake. Today was the first time i've spoken to my baby brother Jayvon in almost two years. His voice has changed and so has his frame of mind-- he does not give a fuck anymore. And i dont blame him. But listen to this-- my baby brother Jahday has not seen his older brother (Jayvon) for quite a while now. And when i went to see him last month, this 11 year old expressed to me, that his life was nothing but a dream, and when he woke up he wished that things can go back to how they were. Back in the day when we played Man Hunt, watched Beavis & Butthead, back to the day when grandma use to yell for her remote. He hates the fact that him and his older brother no longer speak because of a family feud that people can't seem to get a grip on and move on.
This shit hurts me. I feel like i have failed as a sister and guardian to my baby bro's yo. How can i be absent to the small one's? When i was all they knew as the older person who was suppose to care for them. We grew apart in the worse way and it hurts.
Everyone is so caught up in doing their own thing that they never stopped to see the bigger picture. The bigger picture being the disappearance of love between brothers and sisters. mothers and father, aunts and uncles. I miss my family. I mean-- i never had a big family to begin with. So the one that i have are now slowly fading. And today i began my quest to try and fix what little bit we have left. Because we are all we got. It's crazy how we all went from something to nothing man. Like, how can I let this happen? I can't hold the excuse of me being busy with school get in the way of still keeping contact with my brothers, cousins, etc. It's been a while since i cried this hard today. Just hearing Jayvon's voice, and to not even recognize my own baby brothers voice..... like what the fuck? And for him to say JAM? IS THAT YOU? and for us to be such strangers to one another?
Na, this is not how it use to be, and it's not the way it's suppose to be.
I am going to try my BEST to fix this. I Promise You.
Don't mistake this post as a sad story yo... Take this as a lesson. Don't forget the important things your life. I would go on, but the pains in my stomach and chest right now are unbearable.
i love my family.
there's nothing nor noone that can replace them.
My little brothers are all grown up.
Hopefully we can rebuild what has been destroyed.
On a journey;
=Milli Millz=
8:58AM-- NO SCHOOL !
So i just woke up to check if classes were still happening and their not!
This is the email that made my day:
"MCLA is closed today, Wednesday, January 28th, due to the snow storm. All day and evening classes are cancelled."
There's about 10-16 inches of snow out and the Campus is locked down.
So you know what that meansssssssssssssssss.
BACK TO SLEEP i go! =D
ooowwwww!!
But too everyone that had to get up and attend work and/or school.
Be safe please.
Thanks.
P.S. Happy 14th Birthday to my baby brother Jayvon Chance Creswell.
I know i haven't been the best big sister in the world, but I'm working on it. Once i hit NY again i got you.
I love you JayJay <3
=Milli Millz=
This is the email that made my day:
"MCLA is closed today, Wednesday, January 28th, due to the snow storm. All day and evening classes are cancelled."
There's about 10-16 inches of snow out and the Campus is locked down.
So you know what that meansssssssssssssssss.
BACK TO SLEEP i go! =D
ooowwwww!!
But too everyone that had to get up and attend work and/or school.
Be safe please.
Thanks.
P.S. Happy 14th Birthday to my baby brother Jayvon Chance Creswell.
I know i haven't been the best big sister in the world, but I'm working on it. Once i hit NY again i got you.
I love you JayJay <3
=Milli Millz=
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
TiL THE DEATH PART 2
Something my ace Banga wrote, and i just applied it to myself and it goes hand in hand w. my last post: ENJOY! =)
Ms. Journalism/Broadcasting Student:
Ms. Swag on point make you twitch:
Ms. Neva had been Less than a true Boss Chiq:
Ms. Never been cocky cuz Im way 2 cool:
Ms. “Can You stop For a Minute?” on Her Way 2 School:
Ms. Respected by Many:
Ms. Disrespect is Rare:
Ms. “Speak up Bird I Cant Hear You From Up Here!!”:
Ms. Neva Been A Hoe:
Ms. Neva Been a Groupie:
Ms. Get Her Nails but will Still Smack off Kufi’s:
Ms. Loyal to Her Friends:
Ms. if she had one she'll be Loyal to her Man:
Ms. Get Out of My Life If You Cant Understand:
Ms. Nucca Step off if You aint tryna Step up:
Ms. Ma You Aint doin ish so Shut the EFF up:
Ms. 1 oF a Kind:
Ms. Stay on Her Grind:
Ms: Try 2 Find some1 Else like Me:
Ms. This:
Ms. That:
Ms. Milli Millz.
Holla back.
Ms. Journalism/Broadcasting Student:
Ms. Swag on point make you twitch:
Ms. Neva had been Less than a true Boss Chiq:
Ms. Never been cocky cuz Im way 2 cool:
Ms. “Can You stop For a Minute?” on Her Way 2 School:
Ms. Respected by Many:
Ms. Disrespect is Rare:
Ms. “Speak up Bird I Cant Hear You From Up Here!!”:
Ms. Neva Been A Hoe:
Ms. Neva Been a Groupie:
Ms. Get Her Nails but will Still Smack off Kufi’s:
Ms. Loyal to Her Friends:
Ms. if she had one she'll be Loyal to her Man:
Ms. Get Out of My Life If You Cant Understand:
Ms. Nucca Step off if You aint tryna Step up:
Ms. Ma You Aint doin ish so Shut the EFF up:
Ms. 1 oF a Kind:
Ms. Stay on Her Grind:
Ms: Try 2 Find some1 Else like Me:
Ms. This:
Ms. That:
Ms. Milli Millz.
Holla back.
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