Sleep early tonight; Gota catch up on my naps man.
But i just wana leave ya'll with this:
In this world;
all you have is your Word.
Tash couldn't have said it better. <3
Word.
=Milli Millz=
Monday, February 23, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
FiXiNG THiS BUM ASS BLOG
I'm trying to fix up my blog, as my mind is right now.
Only if i knew how to do my lay out.
I'ma fuck with it til i get it tho.
On the phone with Zoey.
& he just said : "i admire your enthusiasm."
Thats because i'm telling him about my plans for the summer 09-- or rather my life all together.
I just wana live.
Word.
=Milli Millz=
Only if i knew how to do my lay out.
I'ma fuck with it til i get it tho.
On the phone with Zoey.
& he just said : "i admire your enthusiasm."
Thats because i'm telling him about my plans for the summer 09-- or rather my life all together.
I just wana live.
Word.
=Milli Millz=
SUBLiMiNALS?
Woke up this morning, after a long ass night of DJ'n in my room-- had my hommies dancing on beds and shit. lmao. I drank alot, but for some reason, it didn't hit me how it usually does. Guess I'ma G now. Lol.
As of lately, alot of shit been going on, as mentioned before, and they really are not getting to me, after that talk with my sis a$h, she made me realize what good is it holding on to something that is not contributing anything positive in my life? And i just shook my head and said yo, you're def right. So shout outs to a$h money for that one, & check out her bloggington: http://www.kishmyash.com/.
Now, the title of this post, is... as you can see: SUBLiMiNALS.
Why people choose to do it, i have no clue. All i'm saying is if you feeling some kind of way, do something. Like the MTA slogan go: "If you see something, say something." And that's not only relevant to terrortist and shit. lol.
Feeling like Hovito right now:
"You know they lame, you feel ashamed, but you love 'em the same. It's like when nuccas make subliminal records (also know as messages!) If it ain't directed directly at MILLZ, I don't respect it. You don't really want it with MiLLi, for the record. I put a couple careers on hold, you could be next kid! Keep entering the danger zone. You gon' make that gurl Jamila put your name in a song (also known as BLOG! lmao)If you that hungry for fame, motherfucker c'mon. Say when, take ten paces and spin.
But on another note: Bout to continue doin my thing aye!"
lmao. im such a fool. But on some gee shit-- thats exactly how i feel right now. Who said music couldn't speak for you? Shit I just want people to own up to the massive bullshit that they've built up around themselves. Be a man or woman. Muhvafuqa's got too much Pride now a days, and thats gona be the death of alot of ya'll. And like Mr. Carter said, if it aint directed directly at me...im not guna Respect a person or anything else they do or are about-- as an individual. All i'm do is take note of it, like im doing right now. I know when i feel some way, im writing nuccas names in my away, status, it dont matter. Why? Cuz i dont want nobody telling me im throwin subliminals, and thats tru woo. But i keep forgetting, alot of muhvafuq's arent no where near built like me, so i guess the world is gona continue to be this way for a while.
And this is just sad. But fuck it, you live and learn, and nuccas just took my ass to school.
I may be back with some further thoughts. Since my mind is on a "Milli Millz A Million A Minute."
What you want me to do?!
Im Sorryy...
- Hov's voice.
Word to Real Shit.
=Milli Millz=
As of lately, alot of shit been going on, as mentioned before, and they really are not getting to me, after that talk with my sis a$h, she made me realize what good is it holding on to something that is not contributing anything positive in my life? And i just shook my head and said yo, you're def right. So shout outs to a$h money for that one, & check out her bloggington: http://www.kishmyash.com/.
Now, the title of this post, is... as you can see: SUBLiMiNALS.
Why people choose to do it, i have no clue. All i'm saying is if you feeling some kind of way, do something. Like the MTA slogan go: "If you see something, say something." And that's not only relevant to terrortist and shit. lol.
Feeling like Hovito right now:
"You know they lame, you feel ashamed, but you love 'em the same. It's like when nuccas make subliminal records (also know as messages!) If it ain't directed directly at MILLZ, I don't respect it. You don't really want it with MiLLi, for the record. I put a couple careers on hold, you could be next kid! Keep entering the danger zone. You gon' make that gurl Jamila put your name in a song (also known as BLOG! lmao)If you that hungry for fame, motherfucker c'mon. Say when, take ten paces and spin.
But on another note: Bout to continue doin my thing aye!"
lmao. im such a fool. But on some gee shit-- thats exactly how i feel right now. Who said music couldn't speak for you? Shit I just want people to own up to the massive bullshit that they've built up around themselves. Be a man or woman. Muhvafuqa's got too much Pride now a days, and thats gona be the death of alot of ya'll. And like Mr. Carter said, if it aint directed directly at me...im not guna Respect a person or anything else they do or are about-- as an individual. All i'm do is take note of it, like im doing right now. I know when i feel some way, im writing nuccas names in my away, status, it dont matter. Why? Cuz i dont want nobody telling me im throwin subliminals, and thats tru woo. But i keep forgetting, alot of muhvafuq's arent no where near built like me, so i guess the world is gona continue to be this way for a while.
And this is just sad. But fuck it, you live and learn, and nuccas just took my ass to school.
I may be back with some further thoughts. Since my mind is on a "Milli Millz A Million A Minute."
What you want me to do?!
Im Sorryy...
- Hov's voice.
Word to Real Shit.
=Milli Millz=
Saturday, February 21, 2009
SUCCESSFUL
--"i want it all.
that's why i strive for it.
diss me & you'll never hear a reply for it.
any awards show or party I get fly for it.
i know that it's comin'.
i just hope that I'm alive for it."
-Drake.
i just wana be Successfulllllllll.
Song on repeat.
Last night was a kee kee.
Why nuccas front? thats the question of the night but yo fuck it. lol. Still feeling kinda goop'd from last night.
Patron?
Jose?
Long island ice tea?
Bacardi Limon?
Part 2 tonight?!?
Today is the boys last bball game, so im finna get dressed for that then the rest is in the hands of my gurls.
My life is movin smoove man.
I'm trying my best not to stress the things that i really have no control over til im 110% sure i even need to take time out to handle it.
Feel me?
Bbl yall
Brooklyn Born, Hispanic Blood.
Word to my muhvaland.
=Milli Millz=
that's why i strive for it.
diss me & you'll never hear a reply for it.
any awards show or party I get fly for it.
i know that it's comin'.
i just hope that I'm alive for it."
-Drake.
i just wana be Successfulllllllll.
Song on repeat.
Last night was a kee kee.
Why nuccas front? thats the question of the night but yo fuck it. lol. Still feeling kinda goop'd from last night.
Patron?
Jose?
Long island ice tea?
Bacardi Limon?
Part 2 tonight?!?
Today is the boys last bball game, so im finna get dressed for that then the rest is in the hands of my gurls.
My life is movin smoove man.
I'm trying my best not to stress the things that i really have no control over til im 110% sure i even need to take time out to handle it.
Feel me?
Bbl yall
Brooklyn Born, Hispanic Blood.
Word to my muhvaland.
=Milli Millz=
Friday, February 20, 2009
REALiZATiON
Been gone for a minute now im back with the Jump- off.
i havent been posting for a while, honestly--i just got kinda bored with it and i been all over the place; Literally and Mentally.
Alot of shit has gone down for the past week that caused me not to post. Some i rather not touch bases with but alot having to do with Relationships, Friendships, anything that ends in 'ships' basically.
Yesterday, i realized for the very first time in the 19 years of my life that i really do not give a fuck about a lot of things-- that i once did. I always seem to put other peoples feelings into consideration when most of the time, those people never even think twice about how Jamila just might feel. So with that said, i've been searching for a way to keep myself happy instead of worrying about others and their issues. That's all i ever done for people that i consider my nuccas, is look out for them and in the long run, their loyalty to me disperses into the air, into the cracks of the ground in which we walk on, into nowhere. And im just about tired of putting my hand out when in need, and noone being there to grab it for me. Not that i need that, but it's nice every once and a while to have that person do so for you.
i got my gurls, that ive been thru DRAMA with since day 1, regardless of our ups and downs, they never fail me to bounce back. Then theres other friends that rather put me on the side because they think they are the only muhvafuq's goin thru whatever thay maybe goin through. New Flash: You're not. But like i said, I'm good off alot of you mofo's.
Its time to Realize we may become better people if we tried to help ourselves find happiness, rather than feeling sorry for ourselves.
Ungrateful people kill me.
And im know that this wont be the last time i encounter something like this.
All it takes is preparation.
And im good.
Hopefully ill get back to this blogging shit in full speed like i once was.
But im real focused on school and family.
If you dont understand then you just dont.
I wont ever force one to do so.
With a luke warm heart-- cuz she jus stopped giving a fuck.
=Milli Millz=
i havent been posting for a while, honestly--i just got kinda bored with it and i been all over the place; Literally and Mentally.
Alot of shit has gone down for the past week that caused me not to post. Some i rather not touch bases with but alot having to do with Relationships, Friendships, anything that ends in 'ships' basically.
Yesterday, i realized for the very first time in the 19 years of my life that i really do not give a fuck about a lot of things-- that i once did. I always seem to put other peoples feelings into consideration when most of the time, those people never even think twice about how Jamila just might feel. So with that said, i've been searching for a way to keep myself happy instead of worrying about others and their issues. That's all i ever done for people that i consider my nuccas, is look out for them and in the long run, their loyalty to me disperses into the air, into the cracks of the ground in which we walk on, into nowhere. And im just about tired of putting my hand out when in need, and noone being there to grab it for me. Not that i need that, but it's nice every once and a while to have that person do so for you.
i got my gurls, that ive been thru DRAMA with since day 1, regardless of our ups and downs, they never fail me to bounce back. Then theres other friends that rather put me on the side because they think they are the only muhvafuq's goin thru whatever thay maybe goin through. New Flash: You're not. But like i said, I'm good off alot of you mofo's.
Its time to Realize we may become better people if we tried to help ourselves find happiness, rather than feeling sorry for ourselves.
Ungrateful people kill me.
And im know that this wont be the last time i encounter something like this.
All it takes is preparation.
And im good.
Hopefully ill get back to this blogging shit in full speed like i once was.
But im real focused on school and family.
If you dont understand then you just dont.
I wont ever force one to do so.
With a luke warm heart-- cuz she jus stopped giving a fuck.
=Milli Millz=
Friday, February 13, 2009
ALL SMiLES
It's been almost a week since i've been on here. Although i've explained countless times my moves and motivations--- forgive me. =)
It is 7:40 am and i am wideee awake. I got a 9 am class, but whatever thats light.
This week was alot to endure man. From budget meetings to Step practice to drama to just basic life shit we gota deal with on a day to day basis.
So far my Step Squad "Nexxus" routine for the Step Competition on Feb 28th is sick. I think we actually have a chance at placing this year man, like 4realize.
My radio show "Relevant Radio: Where Everything Matters" has been comin along smoothlyyy. Our Valentine Day special was funny as hell. Shout outs to my partner bigg booty Mo'e. Holla!
Also, Happy Birthday to my punk ass Relz, love you ugly.
Talkin about Valentines day real quick.
i have one =)
A Valentine that is.
Can't give yall all the detail but just know he's paying me a little visit here at MCLA.
This is the first time i've ever allowed anyone to come out here and see me. I'm just real funny when it comes to having company out here, i always tell people ill wait til i see them during a break or something.
Only this time-- it's different.
I kind of... Gave in. If you must.
lol.
This weekend is gona be a kee kee ya'll.
My eyes are def gettin heavy but i have to go finish cleanin the house for this "visitor".
ha!
Love yall.
Oh, btw. I may be M.i.A once again 4 the weekend. But once i get baq, ill have all the details. lmao.
Yall def deserve it mane!
With a smile & heart, a luke warm one.
=Milli Millz=
It is 7:40 am and i am wideee awake. I got a 9 am class, but whatever thats light.
This week was alot to endure man. From budget meetings to Step practice to drama to just basic life shit we gota deal with on a day to day basis.
So far my Step Squad "Nexxus" routine for the Step Competition on Feb 28th is sick. I think we actually have a chance at placing this year man, like 4realize.
My radio show "Relevant Radio: Where Everything Matters" has been comin along smoothlyyy. Our Valentine Day special was funny as hell. Shout outs to my partner bigg booty Mo'e. Holla!
Also, Happy Birthday to my punk ass Relz, love you ugly.
Talkin about Valentines day real quick.
i have one =)
A Valentine that is.
Can't give yall all the detail but just know he's paying me a little visit here at MCLA.
This is the first time i've ever allowed anyone to come out here and see me. I'm just real funny when it comes to having company out here, i always tell people ill wait til i see them during a break or something.
Only this time-- it's different.
I kind of... Gave in. If you must.
lol.
This weekend is gona be a kee kee ya'll.
My eyes are def gettin heavy but i have to go finish cleanin the house for this "visitor".
ha!
Love yall.
Oh, btw. I may be M.i.A once again 4 the weekend. But once i get baq, ill have all the details. lmao.
Yall def deserve it mane!
With a smile & heart, a luke warm one.
=Milli Millz=
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