MY WEEKEND

Aye! Wuss goodieee fam-lay?! This weekend was coooool. But 1st and 4most let me just say that I'm not goin to talk about 'The Grammys" because of cousre, im pretty sure that everyone watched it, to keep it a hunnit, i didn't even watch the whole thing because i was too busy writing a last minute paper. I did see T.i & J.T though (sexy asses) but jeah!-- moving along.Oh! and i know yall heard about Chris Breezy washing Rihanna up. LMFAO. It's been said because she gave him herpes. I'm sayin though, i woulda wyle'd her up too. Shit. But that is neither here nor there so it is what it is. People act like entertainers aren't human, forgetting that before they are ANYTHING, they are HUMANS. Smh.

I just came from a meeting with my Magazine Writing & Editing professor. She proofread my story, which like i said before i'll be writing about fashion on campus and as she read my opening statement she begins to chuckle and says, "Jamila, you need to be let out your cage! because you are just an animal when it comes to writing. You have one of the most original voices in writing i've come across. And the potiental is great." Yes, that made my day. =)

Saturday me and my gurls went to a Pre-Valentines Day gala at a near by hotel, pics coming soon. but in the meantime between time, here are some pictures from Friday night at the Kappa House. They not in order but wudeva !

*Millzy was the name that they gave me*

TO NiCE--TO HUMBLE.

So i just got back from my school's Pre Valentine's Day Gala. It was cool-- me n da girls looked real nice as usual Pics up soon. =)

Theres alot of things on my mind right now. One of em being "RELATIONSHIPS"
Just sitting here in my room: No music, no t.v. Just this blog, my thoughts and i.
Just wrote this. This is the raw verison-- just fresh out my brain cells. lol.
Before you knock it tho-- try to understand it.

Nite =)

To humble-- too nice

They say im too humble.
Im too nice.
They ask me why i care so much.
Why i bother to think twice.
I cant help who i am.
Nor how i was born to be.
but i seen sincerity in your heart.
Some thing that nobody else had seen.
I let you step all over me, because i fear losing you as a friend.
But they say im dumb and too nice, im fallin 4 it again.
Depicting this picture with no picture just a blank-- empty page.
These words are my angers, these words are my hearts rage.
Which paints on that paper

and now that its complete

-- we can hang up the frame.
Humble and nice.
Get shot, or be sliced.
Damn, why cant i do anything right?
I sit in my room and plot.
On how to get rid of this soft spot.
that i have for you.
Say im through-- but in reality-- thats just real old news.
whose who?
Whats what?
Why do i care?
Who gives a fuck?
Hoping St Patricks day is tomor, cuz im in need of some luck.
im talkin a -s- a- p.
Not tryna turn this into a sad story, but damn, why me?
All this hurt, phoniness, things i cant even comprehend.
Im just to nice and too humble.
pssh... '

this shit has definitly got to end.

MAiN EVENTT!

Aight-- so ya'll should already know. Im HELLA tight right now.


My boys Main Eventt also known as RingMasters just got voted off the show tonight.

They def did they thing and "America" aint really understand the art behind flexing but you know what?


BROOKLYNNN!


Went out with a bang.

FUQ WHAT THEY TALKIN ABOUT!


Main Eventt!

Nugget, Reggie, i love yall!

Holla yo.


Brooklynnnn, sayy WORD!

=Milli Millz=

ON THE MOVE.

Yo yo yo Fam-Lay.
I know i been m.i.a for like what? 3 days. But for some good reasons:
1. School is getting real crazy.
2. I've been hitting the gym (yes, clap for me)
3. Anddddd, i have officially begun my RADIO SHOW ! with my homegurl Mo'e. It's called "Relevant Radio," every Wednesday from 2-3pm. We basically discuss every and anything goin on on campus. Our first show, because it is Black History Month (shout out to that!) we will open each show talking about 2 leaders that shaped society today, play some uplifting music (like Sam Cooke, James Brown etc) and invite people to call in or come to the studio and just talk shit. Lol. Our motto: "Relevant Radio; Where everything Matters" Simple & Understood. Holla !
=)
Next week, which is our 2nd show. We're going to have a Valentine Day special. Have some people call in and talk about their Worst or Best Valentine's Day, if they ever had one, and have a sexy ass PlayList! So, im real hype about that.

I also been telling myself that i need to step my intellect up. Instead of sitting in front of my PC and TV all day, i hit the library the day before yesterday and picked up this book by the name of: "Why White Kids Love Hip Hop--Wankstas, wiggers, and the new reality of race in america" by Bakari Kitwana. So far, this shit is DEEP. It uncovers alot of unknown history behind hip-hop, statistics, just mad shit. I wish i could take a picture of it, but my damn camera is broken. But i got yall =)

Tomorrow, i have to begin interviewing 4 people for this fashion paper I'm doing for my Magazine Writing & Editing class. I'll go more in depth once i have my thoughts together, but for sho, it finna be d o p e =)

Now, ABDC is on and i have this bum ass Spanish Test to study for.
i love yall.
OH! and shout outs to my 16 followers yo. Thats what the fuq is REALLY good. =*

Til then, the story never ends;
=Milli Millz=

GROUNDHOG'S DAY

According to the hommie, the GroundHog, he saw his shadow--winter shall last for about 6 more weeks. Talk about wdf.

That must be a prediction for NY because out here in Mass, we still get snow in May. I remember when i woke up, it had to be like mid-April and it was dead ass flurries outside. I mean-- i love the winter, ima winter baby. But not for so long, im ready for the Spring time baybee! Get at me asappp. I'm ready to pull out the light cardigans, Low Keds, Sb'z, all that flyy shit-- with some shades on. I think we all feel the same way, right?

Question: Why they putting a mic by it's mouth like he sayin something? Smh.... The stupid shit people do yo.

Word to the forecast,

=Milli Millz=

QUOTE OF THE DAY #2:

"CHAMPiONS ARE MADE FROM SOMETHiNG.

THEY HAVE DEEP iNSIDE THEM, A DESiRE, A DREAM, A ViSiON.

THEY HAVE TO HAVE LAST-MiNUTE STAMiNA,

THEY HAVE TO BE A LiTTLE FASTER,

THEY HAVE TO HAVE THE SKiLL AND THE WiLL.

BUT THE WiLL MUST BE STRONGER THAN THE SKiLL."

-MUHAMMAD ALi.

AFTER MiDNiTE #2

So it's 3am, and im chillin with Jameeky, and Mal watching "Sober House", these muhvafucka's on this show are banoodles bee. Whatever happened to cherishng your life?

Moving on; 

 All my other friends are either sleep or not doing shit. Jenny's boyfriend, Gary, just popped up here at school and the expression on her face was retarded. He had called me around 8 saying that he wanted to come and now he's here and she's like madd happy =) Dass wussap. Times like this make me wish i had a nice boyfriend like that. Somebody that would drive 5 whole ass hours to M.A. to surprise me and make my day. Or at least someone on this campus, SOMETHING! Shit....

 But, she just locked me out my room and told me i cant come back til around 7.... A.M. So ya'll already know what that meannnnssss!! oowww!! Get it Roomie! =* But, sadly for me, i have nowhere to go, so i guess i'll be sleep on the couch tonight. Diggy?=/ 

Today my step squad (Nexxus) performed at both the Women's and Men's game. The girls went in and won against Worcester State College, while the boys, who played they asses off, lost by 5 after going into double O.T. Talk about tight. psssh =/ Shout outs to them though for doing they thing on the court. Ya tu sabe. 

oohh jeahh!! and let me not forget.. i def hit the gym today with my girls Bori, Mamma, and Jenny. =D after brunch.. awww chyeaaaaa. 

Quite proud of myself i shall say. 

I'm bored though.

Guess I'ma take my simple ass to sleep.

On the couch that is....

Sucky Saturday huh.

Word.........

Millzy*