MY OLD LADY.

I almost forgot-- talking about missing home.

i miss my grandmama's. (My mom's mom and my dad mom)

i just spoke to both of them yesterday, my mom mom-- Mama Milly via AIM. yes, she's on aim cuz she's a 5th grade teacher, and she's nowhere near OLD so she be on it too. lol.

And i spoke to my father moms---Mama Tina via phone. She told me she's doing well, and wants me to go to church with her, something im not into, but that's a whole other post. But jeah, she's well and still crazy.

Mama Milly though, she just sent me a pic of her and her boo. lol , yes her "boo". And i must say, she's looking better than ever. I love her so much. See you soon mama!!! =*

Word to my grandmamas!
=Milli Millz=

TALKiN MY SHiT

Hey hey hey fam-lay. I just got back from step practice, exhausted as hell, watching "Family Matters," on Nick at Nite. Urkel got me rollinnnnn, such a throw back yo. And as im watching it, im peeping the style and how dope they dressed back then, and how we NOW copy the same scheme and turn it into our own. In my past life, i was born back in those days, dead ass. lol.

Step practice went really good. Competition is on Saturday at Williams College at 8pm and it hasn't hit my step squad as yet, but i know once we hit that stageee, man oh man are we gona feel it. Last year we placed "Peoples Choice," which was not bad at all, being that we only had 2 weeks to prepare and we were the under dogs, being from MCLA, and MCLA's 1st step squad that actually had their shit together. So, you know, we were really proud of ourselves. But this year, i feel it in my heart and soul, NEXXUS has a huge chance at placing. So much time and dedication put into our routines and feet, i know we got this. We got alot of swag on my squad, so once we hit that stage and all eyes on us, there's no looking back! i should have a video up of our performance once its over-- so look out for that =).

Oh, and i just changed the channel to the Food Network, my 2nd favorite TV station after Cartoon Network, and "Iron Chef" is on. I fucks w. Bobby Flay and Kat Kora, i'm tryna step my cooking game up like them-- Word! Tonight's secret ingrident (pardon the spelling), is KING LOBSTER and CRAB. Omgg- my mouth just watered. I miss home so much. My step pops could cook a meann curry crab with potatoes and corn... LAWDD!!!! (Jamacian accent) Spring Break will be here on March 13th, then i'll be back on campus March 23rd. What will i be doing for spring break? Beats me. I probably just chill with hommies and my little brothers and look for a job for the summer time. Sounds like a plizan! Diggy?

Talking about food though-- i haven't eaten anything today besides chicken fingers and fries, and that was at 2 o'clock. So i'm about to run upstairs and see what's popping in the kitchen. If anything at all! Oh, and Jenny left to NY once again, so im in my dorm room--- for doli.

Headn to the kitchen, jus call me Garfield.
(Ha! Bet you ain get that!!)
=Milli Millz=

LADiES iN DRESSES

So i didn't watch the Oscars.
I honestly don't even know when it aired.
I think i was busy with shit going on here on campus.
But as i was about to go check my Yahoo mail.
That little slide show popped up previewing who wore what and etc.
So i click on it and saw some dope shit.

Here they are:

From top to bottom:
1. Taraji Henson

2. Miley and Heidi

3. Marisa Tomei

These ladies TRiED iT! Dresses are rather flyy, real elegant, classical, but with a twist of brand new! But my favorite one is Miley's, & i dont even fuck w. her like that. Tru Woo. She killed it, hair coulda been a lil more proper but i guess that's the look-- Nonetheless, the dress is real proper, def something i would rock.

Looking at these ladies, makes me wana become more in touch with my "feminine side". More skirts, dresses, and shoes. But i feel like i'll be fronting cuz i'm more of the sneaker, skinnies, tank top type of gurl.

Whatever though.

Like it or Love it!

Diggy!!

Radio Show tomor-- so i gota go prepare for it.

Unoooooooooooooooooooooooo !

=Milli Millz=

WORD

Sleep early tonight; Gota catch up on my naps man.
But i just wana leave ya'll with this:


In this world;
all you have is your Word.

Tash couldn't have said it better. <3

Word.
=Milli Millz=

FiXiNG THiS BUM ASS BLOG

I'm trying to fix up my blog, as my mind is right now.
Only if i knew how to do my lay out.
I'ma fuck with it til i get it tho.

On the phone with Zoey.
& he just said : "i admire your enthusiasm."
Thats because i'm telling him about my plans for the summer 09-- or rather my life all together.

I just wana live.
Word.

=Milli Millz=

SUBLiMiNALS?

Woke up this morning, after a long ass night of DJ'n in my room-- had my hommies dancing on beds and shit. lmao. I drank alot, but for some reason, it didn't hit me how it usually does. Guess I'ma G now. Lol.
As of lately, alot of shit been going on, as mentioned before, and they really are not getting to me, after that talk with my sis a$h, she made me realize what good is it holding on to something that is not contributing anything positive in my life? And i just shook my head and said yo, you're def right. So shout outs to a$h money for that one, & check out her bloggington: http://www.kishmyash.com/.

Now, the title of this post, is... as you can see: SUBLiMiNALS.
Why people choose to do it, i have no clue. All i'm saying is if you feeling some kind of way, do something. Like the MTA slogan go: "If you see something, say something." And that's not only relevant to terrortist and shit. lol.

Feeling like Hovito right now:
"You know they lame, you feel ashamed, but you love 'em the same. It's like when nuccas make subliminal records (also know as messages!) If it ain't directed directly at MILLZ, I don't respect it. You don't really want it with MiLLi, for the record. I put a couple careers on hold, you could be next kid! Keep entering the danger zone. You gon' make that gurl Jamila put your name in a song (also known as BLOG! lmao)If you that hungry for fame, motherfucker c'mon. Say when, take ten paces and spin.
But on another note: Bout to continue doin my thing aye!"

lmao. im such a fool. But on some gee shit-- thats exactly how i feel right now. Who said music couldn't speak for you? Shit I just want people to own up to the massive bullshit that they've built up around themselves. Be a man or woman. Muhvafuqa's got too much Pride now a days, and thats gona be the death of alot of ya'll. And like Mr. Carter said, if it aint directed directly at me...im not guna Respect a person or anything else they do or are about-- as an individual. All i'm do is take note of it, like im doing right now. I know when i feel some way, im writing nuccas names in my away, status, it dont matter. Why? Cuz i dont want nobody telling me im throwin subliminals, and thats tru woo. But i keep forgetting, alot of muhvafuq's arent no where near built like me, so i guess the world is gona continue to be this way for a while.
And this is just sad. But fuck it, you live and learn, and nuccas just took my ass to school.

I may be back with some further thoughts. Since my mind is on a "Milli Millz A Million A Minute."


What you want me to do?!
Im Sorryy...
- Hov's voice.

Word to Real Shit.
=Milli Millz=

SUCCESSFUL

--"i want it all.
that's why i strive for it.
diss me & you'll never hear a reply for it.
any awards show or party I get fly for it.
i know that it's comin'.
i just hope that I'm alive for it."
-Drake.

i just wana be Successfulllllllll.
Song on repeat.

Last night was a kee kee.
Why nuccas front? thats the question of the night but yo fuck it. lol. Still feeling kinda goop'd from last night.
Patron?
Jose?
Long island ice tea?
Bacardi Limon?

Part 2 tonight?!?

Today is the boys last bball game, so im finna get dressed for that then the rest is in the hands of my gurls.

My life is movin smoove man.
I'm trying my best not to stress the things that i really have no control over til im 110% sure i even need to take time out to handle it.
Feel me?

Bbl yall


Brooklyn Born, Hispanic Blood.
Word to my muhvaland.
=Milli Millz=