DEDiCATiON WHERE?

See. I'm already starting my bullshit. Its been a day or two since i last posted. Let me tell yall a lil something about myself.

I began this blog with the hopes of actually becoming dedicated to a craft. I can honestly put myself on blast and say that I am Queen Procrastinator. For 19 years of my life, i've been real good at beginning things then mid-way stopping. Either because 1-i just got lazy 2-got bored 3-no longer found joy in it. I'm not an athlete although I've been told several times throughout my life:"Jamila, You're a good height. Put that shit to use. Go play some ball." Now, just because i have dude tendencies does not mean that i want to dribble a ball, and just because i have the height for it doesn't mean that it's meant for me to do so (im average 5'7 btw).

What i do is WRITE. That's ME. I have a thing for bringing my words to life and getting my thoughts out to the world as i see it. For these past days, i wont front, i've been hella busy. I mean look at me! I am a sophomore in college tryna do my 1,2. So what i'm saying is Don't knock me... Just have patience. From here on out, i shall be on my Bloggington game. It's just that i'll come to my room after a long day of Step practice, meetings, homework, gym work outs (which i will be hitting everyday as a promise to myself) and then to blog... my fingers won't let me, although i know that this blog is to serve me, a purpose. And i'm going to use this shit to my fullest fucking potential.

I just thought i put you guys on to how i be sometimes. And im grateful for all 10 of my viewers. Shit we all gotta start from somewhere right?



Moving on!

This past weekend was a BLAST. Saturday by far has to be one of the funniest days i've had ina while and def will go up in my top 10.
So boom, i played a game of "Taboo" for 4 HOURS. Yes-- from midnight to 4 in the morning, at my boys Just and Jamal cribb. That game is maddddd funny. For example; my boy Jameek and girl Tay are on teams. The word was BBQ SAUCE. So, Tay had to describe this to him without saying the actual word. So Jameek's trying mad hard to come up with the answer and this is how Tay's describing it (im cracking up just thinking about it) She goes: "IT'S CREAMY! IT'S ALL OVER YOUR FACE! IT'S MMMMMM." All while making crazy facial expressions.
Now-- somebody please tell me what does creamy and mmmm have anything to do with bbq sauce? Lmaoo. Yo, everybody in the house shouted: "CUM?! A NUT?! What da fuck Tay?!" lmao.
Sad part is-- he never got it! WHOMP!
Then, just at the last round of the game, somebody started playing music and that totally threw everyone off. Next thing i know, the lights went off, the black light came on and it turned into a lil lounge. Out of nowhere-- Tasha is in the kitchen-- cooking some Porkchops, mac and cheese, and corn, while my boy Just dead ass made some hot dogs on the grill. Someone pulled out a bottle of Disarronno and it was Game over. Feeling nice plus a full course meal? At 4 A.M? The night ended with me falling asleep on the couch and waking up... looking at the clock and realizing that it was damn 7 AM! Me and my girls ran out that house, I went into my home, knocked everything that was on my bed OFF, and drooled my life away. Life gets No Better. =)

Man oh man. Good times Good times. I appreciate them for real. loll -- i am rolling right now.
This weekend, i think we're going to play Pictionary or Twister-- this shall be interesting.

Today though-- I had 4 classes. Took a banging ass nap from 130-4. Hit the gym from 5-615. Had some dinner after that then went to Step practice from 745-9. Then another meeting. See what i mean ? None the less though, thats no excuse. I love yall.

Now its going on 11 and its time for me to go wash my yellow ass. Smelling like hot sauce and pickle juice. ahaha -- I'm mad dumb, don't mind me =)

Tomorrow's another day yo.
i'm working on that thing called "Dedication."
<3
Word.
*Millzy*