Monday, March 16, 2009


Havent posted in utterly long.
Do'nt really have much to write down.
i mean, i have alot to say.
but idk.
Just havent been feelin it.


maybe later.
maybe never.
Love yall none the less.


=Milli Millz=
aka Miss. Never dedicated.

signin off the hurtful truth.
cuz the truth DOES hurt.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009


Teen gunman dead after killing 15 at German school

WINNENDEN, Germany – A 17-year-old gunman dressed in black opened fire at his former high school in southwestern Germany on Wednesday then fled in a hijacked car, killing at least 15 people before police shot him to death, state officials said.

The gunman entered the school in Winnenden and opened fire, shooting at random, police said. He killed nine students, three teachers and a passer-by outside the building, officials said.

"He went into the school with a weapon and carried out a bloodbath," said regional police chief Erwin Hetger. "I've never seen anything like this in my life."

Triggering a land and air manhunt, he hijacked a car, freed the passengers and drove about 25 miles (40 kilometers) before police found him. When confronted, he killed two bystanders in a shootout with police before he was slain, Baden Wuerttemburg governor Guenther Oettinger said. Two officers were seriously injured, but there was no immediate information on other casualties.

Four hours after the shootings began, police announced the teenager's death.

It was the nation's worst shooting since another teenage gunman killed 16 people and himself in another high school in 2002.

Concerned parents quickly swarmed the school, which was evacuated.

Police have have identified the gunman only as Tim K, who graduated last year from the school of about 1,000 students.

The German government was "deeply shocked and incensed about the appalling killing spree," Ulrich Wilhelm, a spokesman for Chancellor Angela Merkel, said in Berlin.

In 2002, 19-year-old Robert Steinhaeuser shot and killed 12 teachers, a secretary, two students and a police officer before turning his gun on himself in the Gutenberg high school in Erfurt, in eastern Germany.

Steinhaeuser, who had been expelled for forging a doctor's note, was a gun club member licensed to own weapons. The attack led Germany to raise the age for owning recreational firearms from 18 to 21.

i was jus going into my yahoo mail, and saw this.
Turned my stomach for the worst.
Just goes to show you, you never know whose who and when you may go.

goin to lay back down.
dont feel to well anyway.

=Milli Miillz=

Sunday, March 8, 2009


Almost lost mine tonight.

I love you Tasha, Tay, & Esther.
Talk about it more tomorrow.
Too many thoughts flowin through this brain of mine.


Thursday, February 26, 2009


I almost forgot-- talking about missing home.

i miss my grandmama's. (My mom's mom and my dad mom)

i just spoke to both of them yesterday, my mom mom-- Mama Milly via AIM. yes, she's on aim cuz she's a 5th grade teacher, and she's nowhere near OLD so she be on it too. lol.

And i spoke to my father moms---Mama Tina via phone. She told me she's doing well, and wants me to go to church with her, something im not into, but that's a whole other post. But jeah, she's well and still crazy.

Mama Milly though, she just sent me a pic of her and her boo. lol , yes her "boo". And i must say, she's looking better than ever. I love her so much. See you soon mama!!! =*

Word to my grandmamas!
=Milli Millz=


Hey hey hey fam-lay. I just got back from step practice, exhausted as hell, watching "Family Matters," on Nick at Nite. Urkel got me rollinnnnn, such a throw back yo. And as im watching it, im peeping the style and how dope they dressed back then, and how we NOW copy the same scheme and turn it into our own. In my past life, i was born back in those days, dead ass. lol.

Step practice went really good. Competition is on Saturday at Williams College at 8pm and it hasn't hit my step squad as yet, but i know once we hit that stageee, man oh man are we gona feel it. Last year we placed "Peoples Choice," which was not bad at all, being that we only had 2 weeks to prepare and we were the under dogs, being from MCLA, and MCLA's 1st step squad that actually had their shit together. So, you know, we were really proud of ourselves. But this year, i feel it in my heart and soul, NEXXUS has a huge chance at placing. So much time and dedication put into our routines and feet, i know we got this. We got alot of swag on my squad, so once we hit that stage and all eyes on us, there's no looking back! i should have a video up of our performance once its over-- so look out for that =).

Oh, and i just changed the channel to the Food Network, my 2nd favorite TV station after Cartoon Network, and "Iron Chef" is on. I fucks w. Bobby Flay and Kat Kora, i'm tryna step my cooking game up like them-- Word! Tonight's secret ingrident (pardon the spelling), is KING LOBSTER and CRAB. Omgg- my mouth just watered. I miss home so much. My step pops could cook a meann curry crab with potatoes and corn... LAWDD!!!! (Jamacian accent) Spring Break will be here on March 13th, then i'll be back on campus March 23rd. What will i be doing for spring break? Beats me. I probably just chill with hommies and my little brothers and look for a job for the summer time. Sounds like a plizan! Diggy?

Talking about food though-- i haven't eaten anything today besides chicken fingers and fries, and that was at 2 o'clock. So i'm about to run upstairs and see what's popping in the kitchen. If anything at all! Oh, and Jenny left to NY once again, so im in my dorm room--- for doli.

Headn to the kitchen, jus call me Garfield.
(Ha! Bet you ain get that!!)
=Milli Millz=

Tuesday, February 24, 2009


So i didn't watch the Oscars.
I honestly don't even know when it aired.
I think i was busy with shit going on here on campus.
But as i was about to go check my Yahoo mail.
That little slide show popped up previewing who wore what and etc.
So i click on it and saw some dope shit.

Here they are:

From top to bottom:
1. Taraji Henson
2. Miley and Heidi
3. Marisa Tomei
These ladies TRiED iT! Dresses are rather flyy, real elegant, classical, but with a twist of brand new! But my favorite one is Miley's, & i dont even fuck w. her like that. Tru Woo. She killed it, hair coulda been a lil more proper but i guess that's the look-- Nonetheless, the dress is real proper, def something i would rock.
Looking at these ladies, makes me wana become more in touch with my "feminine side". More skirts, dresses, and shoes. But i feel like i'll be fronting cuz i'm more of the sneaker, skinnies, tank top type of gurl.
Whatever though.
Like it or Love it!
Radio Show tomor-- so i gota go prepare for it.
Unoooooooooooooooooooooooo !
=Milli Millz=

Monday, February 23, 2009


Sleep early tonight; Gota catch up on my naps man.
But i just wana leave ya'll with this:

In this world;
all you have is your Word.

Tash couldn't have said it better. <3

=Milli Millz=