Btw.
Drake's Mixtape is something like CODiNE.
On replay all day.
Nuff said.
WORD.
Friday, February 20, 2009
REALiZATiON
Been gone for a minute now im back with the Jump- off.
i havent been posting for a while, honestly--i just got kinda bored with it and i been all over the place; Literally and Mentally.
Alot of shit has gone down for the past week that caused me not to post. Some i rather not touch bases with but alot having to do with Relationships, Friendships, anything that ends in 'ships' basically.
Yesterday, i realized for the very first time in the 19 years of my life that i really do not give a fuck about a lot of things-- that i once did. I always seem to put other peoples feelings into consideration when most of the time, those people never even think twice about how Jamila just might feel. So with that said, i've been searching for a way to keep myself happy instead of worrying about others and their issues. That's all i ever done for people that i consider my nuccas, is look out for them and in the long run, their loyalty to me disperses into the air, into the cracks of the ground in which we walk on, into nowhere. And im just about tired of putting my hand out when in need, and noone being there to grab it for me. Not that i need that, but it's nice every once and a while to have that person do so for you.
i got my gurls, that ive been thru DRAMA with since day 1, regardless of our ups and downs, they never fail me to bounce back. Then theres other friends that rather put me on the side because they think they are the only muhvafuq's goin thru whatever thay maybe goin through. New Flash: You're not. But like i said, I'm good off alot of you mofo's.
Its time to Realize we may become better people if we tried to help ourselves find happiness, rather than feeling sorry for ourselves.
Ungrateful people kill me.
And im know that this wont be the last time i encounter something like this.
All it takes is preparation.
And im good.
Hopefully ill get back to this blogging shit in full speed like i once was.
But im real focused on school and family.
If you dont understand then you just dont.
I wont ever force one to do so.
With a luke warm heart-- cuz she jus stopped giving a fuck.
=Milli Millz=
i havent been posting for a while, honestly--i just got kinda bored with it and i been all over the place; Literally and Mentally.
Alot of shit has gone down for the past week that caused me not to post. Some i rather not touch bases with but alot having to do with Relationships, Friendships, anything that ends in 'ships' basically.
Yesterday, i realized for the very first time in the 19 years of my life that i really do not give a fuck about a lot of things-- that i once did. I always seem to put other peoples feelings into consideration when most of the time, those people never even think twice about how Jamila just might feel. So with that said, i've been searching for a way to keep myself happy instead of worrying about others and their issues. That's all i ever done for people that i consider my nuccas, is look out for them and in the long run, their loyalty to me disperses into the air, into the cracks of the ground in which we walk on, into nowhere. And im just about tired of putting my hand out when in need, and noone being there to grab it for me. Not that i need that, but it's nice every once and a while to have that person do so for you.
i got my gurls, that ive been thru DRAMA with since day 1, regardless of our ups and downs, they never fail me to bounce back. Then theres other friends that rather put me on the side because they think they are the only muhvafuq's goin thru whatever thay maybe goin through. New Flash: You're not. But like i said, I'm good off alot of you mofo's.
Its time to Realize we may become better people if we tried to help ourselves find happiness, rather than feeling sorry for ourselves.
Ungrateful people kill me.
And im know that this wont be the last time i encounter something like this.
All it takes is preparation.
And im good.
Hopefully ill get back to this blogging shit in full speed like i once was.
But im real focused on school and family.
If you dont understand then you just dont.
I wont ever force one to do so.
With a luke warm heart-- cuz she jus stopped giving a fuck.
=Milli Millz=
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